Saturday, April 25, 2015

What does she have that I don't have?

Does she give you butterflies? Does she make you blush? Does she make you feel better than I do? Does she make you happier than I do? I know she's skinnier than me but that can't be it can it? Do you get nervous before you talk to her? Like you have a crush? How can my weight be causing so much drama in this relationship? How can it make you start looking at other girls and getting crushes on other girls? I am literally ruining my relationship because I got fat. I don't think you've ever looked at me like that. I wanna be that girl that your proud to be with, proud to show off and brag about, proud to PDA to prove that I'm yours.