Nothing hurts more than realizing you've lost your trust in someone who means so much to you. Admitting it is hard. Realizing that you want to search through their phone and texts even though you have never felt that need before is really strange. Then you feel guilty after because even you feel that your trust issues have little basis, but you cant control the way that you feel. That's the way it is. It will heal over time but waiting for it to heal is hard. Waiting for things to go back to normal is harder.
-Lots of Love