Friday, February 17, 2012
Fucking bullshit guy here. Seriously if i choose to move out the best deal that I'll get is with him. Fuck that. I don't like to play nice. He can go fuck himself in a hole seriously he's that stupid. Like Marilyn Manson he'd be stupid enough and desperate enough from never getting laid to get his bottom two ribs taken out to be able to suck himself. Hahaha I'm not wearing my best make up and I don't have my hair done so he can be mad at me all he wants. I don't give a shit what he thinks and never will. Too risky to type right now so It'll be a lot more later.
Wednesday, February 15, 2012
Tuesday, February 14, 2012
Sunday, February 12, 2012
Saturday, February 11, 2012
Wednesday, February 8, 2012
So...I really want that game. Though I've never played a game like that, but my boyfriend is coming over to teach me. He's bringing Saints Row two. I'm nervous. I feel like I'll be really bad at this game, but I'll want so bad to be really good at it tat I just wont stop trying. I suppose that can be a good thing too though because then I'll just keep learning. Although if i learn this, my boyfriend might get into making me try all these games. I suppose that will be fine, I love making him happy. That's what makes me happy. If he is reading this I want him to know how much I love him. He is just the sweetest thing in the whole world. Aw! I just saw the cutest and chubbiest dog that I have ever seen in my life. I know the dog type, but I have no idea how to spell it. I tried spelling it out but it just didn't look right. It came up with a red line under it, but when I right clicked on it, it had noting related to it. Does anyone know how to spell rot wilier?
Monday, February 6, 2012
I have so many things that I want. I need! A camera case for photography class so that I can bring my own camera. A laptop for a ton of classes and so that I can type things up when I'm out and about places. Even if I don't have WiFi I'd like to do it for homework, not just for my blog. I have enough to buy a small laptop an still have 15 dollars of spending money left, but my parents are debating. They are supposed to buy me a laptop for a graduation present. I'm thinking maybe thy'll give it to me early...Anyways I don't really have time to type much else..Till later...
Sunday, February 5, 2012
Why is it that on super bowl Sunday I always end up with a group of guys? I mean, it's fun, but really? Do no other girls watch this? I really want ice cream right now. My boyfriend will take me to get some frozen yogurt soon. Anyways, I can't really type that well right now my boyfriend is all over me so I'll type more later.
So I babysat the cutest kids last night. They were the funniest kids ever. I was scared of feeding the boy though a tube but it wasn't as hard as I had thought. The girl and me know each other already. She used to be in my moms class. The boy was 19 and the girl was 12. Both were special Ed. The girl and me always end up laughing our heads off. We laugh at each other laughing and that just makes everything worse. We watched the old Hairspray, Elmo's sing along guessing game, and Tangled. The boy watched the same Disney sing along tape the whole time I was there. He walked around sometimes, but only in circles around the house. If he finds you sitting down he will come sit on your lap. I think he is one of the happiest and most content kids I have every met. They are so easy to take care of despite what people would think. The girl just makes me crack up, we both end up laughing our heads off till we cry. This is one thing I love about life. Little kids are cute, and simply don't give a damn. That's why I love the show Seriously Funny Kids!! The girl's parents went to a Clue party. She made a dress with added purple sparkly fabric. We pinned the extra on the girl like a dress and now there is purple glitter all over me, her, and the rest of the house.Today I am going to see chronical, and I am also going to a super bowl party with my boyfriend. Unfortunately the party is at the house of the ONE friend of his that I really do not like. I said I would go anyways and try my best to play nice. I feel like this weekend has flow by. I've had so much to do and it's been hectic. One thing after the other. But I miss these kinds of weekends. I don't have them very often now. Anyways I'll type more later...
Friday, February 3, 2012
Really? You keep looking over here? you make it way to obvious to me. What? do you think that I don't see you staring a me. Just take a picture, or even better, forget about me, because no matter how much you stare at me, I'm still not going to want to talk to you. I want school to be over so I can just get rid of her. I really need to do homework tonight. LOTS of it. I need to not only read and begin that 5 page review, but I also need to begin my research paper and to a hell of a lot more research for that. I think that I am going to borrow this lap top until after lunch....or at the least until next class. The teachers are forcing us to miss a class so that the girls can get together and have a circle about working together and helping and supporting each other. "It's not just about what happened with you...but..." that's all she said. Do you not think that all the girls are already going to know that that whole thing is because of me? Your putting me out there, putting me on the line, and I'm going to fall further into a social shit hole. Thank you so much I mean really all your help has made everything so much worse. I love that. Thank you, thank you, Fuck you. You fucked me over even more for the rest of the year. Anyways, S.K.P. has a really nice shirt on today. I really like it the color.
Thursday, February 2, 2012
Don't think I don't know that your talking about me. It's hard enough having to deal with this pity but I hate when people feel sorry for me. Really please just don't. I have a good life compared to a lot of people so I'm all set. Let it be. Really. Leave me alone...
Wednesday, February 1, 2012
I don't want any of it. I'm a big girl and I can solve my own problems thank you. I don't want your help in any way shape or form. So stop asking me about it. I don't trust you. Or anyone for that matter so your wasting your time. Give it up already, I'm too good to fall for you bullshit. And no I don't want to talk to her at all. I don't want to "discuss" thing with her. Been there done that already tried the end. Get it? If I didn't like you then or trust you enough then to tell you what makes you think I do and will now?