First day of college

It's over. I only had one class and it was easy. The only problem was that I did make a friend, but she was on the waiting list. I almost all the people in the class showed up, so I'm guessing I wont see her again. I think that I was so stressed out that I totally can't think of anything to write so maybe I'll Vlog later. Peace <3 Audi

Its MORNING

I am so anxious today. It is the day before the first day of school and I plan to pamper myself like no other so that I can look my best for college! I have so much to do today it's not even funny. I would type up my To Do list, but the full thing is written on my ipod which is syncing right now. Otherwise I don't think I'd remember everything that's written on there. I should add Blogging, Tweeting, Instagraming, Vloging, and Tumbling along with playing the sims. So yesterday I did start a vlog although I am hoping that no one I know finds it. It's really short and has nothing to do with anything I just wanted to see if I was comfortable with it. I decided that it was fun and that I can do that maybe not everyday but when I get the chance. Ill do all my shit tomorrow for sure but the Vloging I'm no so sure if I will get to that today. Tomorrow, for the first day of college, I only have one class. It's math and I'm not really looking forward to it, but David said that you don't really do much during the first week. This gave me the hope that I can make it through the week and my Tuesday and Thursday 7-7 all day class schedule. Well I just looked at my ipod and my stupid iTunes deleted all my games and social apps because it's retarded and now I'm pissed. I paid hella for most of those apps. If they aren't on my other computer I  am going to be pissed even more. Anyway I'll probably be blogging and such a lot more often, but you should check out my other site accounts. Love you <3 Audi

Something you DONT talk about in public...

I got a giant teddy bear for free from goodwill because he has a HUGE hole in his back that's easily reparable. I decided that I would name him Baxter. Have I ever mentioned how much I love Stewie Griffin and Adam West? Because I do, oh so much. Love is something you should never hold your friends to because trust will never happen between the two of them. Videos take too long to upload on twitter. By the way friends I have a twitter and a tumblr now so you can add both of those accounts they are under the email beamerbwmgirl@gmail.com or are called Audrrinna Love. Check me out I am so tech savy. Anyways I know I have given a lot more people the addresses to my other sites, but I intend to keep it at this minimum. I don't want everyone reading my dirty shit. <3 Audi

It's the End of the Night

The movie was ok. It was well put together, but I hated watching people get hit by cars so may times. It wasn't as excessive as the 20 min car chase in the new Bourne movie, but still it was a little much. I mean honesty, how many falls can one person take in a couple hours? I doubt it's that much. I have a bit of a stomach ache and idk what gave it to me but it's killer. I feel a little nauseous and it sucks but it's 2 in the morning and I just wanna sleep with out my parents coming to bug me saying, "Are you alright? Are you sure? Your lights on. We just wanted to make sure. To check on you. Your lights been on for a while. Do you need anything? You sure? Ok then." I feel sick... Night

Vlog?

I think I might start a Vlog. It seems like fun, and the criticism will prepare me for the real world. In case you are someone like David who has no idea what a vlog is, it's a video blog. I love myself and all, but I am determined to loose about 40 lbs and I don't care if it takes two years, I am going to make it happen because I am not at all happy with the way I look. I am going into college and I need to start taking care of myself if I want to look good. I need to get thin quick and love myself. My boyfriend is such a dork talking about how much BUTT he kicks with his friends on Battlefield 3...whatever that is. I mean honestly what is it that kids play these days I'm still stuck on Crash Bandacoot, Spyro, Sims, and Rayman. I don't know if I have the guts to keep walking around at this weight. I don't feel healthy at all, and I am trying my best to fix that. My senior pictures kinda made me see how bad it's really gotten. I have gained two pant sizes in the past year and it's just not right. Not to be mean or anything but the whole gaining weight thing started when I started to date my bf. I know that no one really reads this and I wish that I could change that. I'm not really sure who I can trust anymore. It's hard to trust anyone. Maybe I'll send the link to just a small few. A good select group that I can trust the most. I should have never trusted anyone this past year...or since the 6th grade. After elementary school it all went down hill. I was never able to make the right friends, the good ones, or any at all. It was a huge issue for me and I am completely changing myself this year so that that changes. I need someone there that I can talk to. A girl friend not a guy this time. My past is simply lessons that have been learned and I plan to move on from that point. I fall for the same tricks but this year that wont happen. I will be very picky about who I choose to trust and if you are reading this blog right now that means that you are one of the few people that I would trust my life with. I love you guys. <3 till tomorrow...or later tonight after the midnight showing of premium rush.

What's Up With the World

I know it seems like a good idea. I know that you want to feel young again, and relate to your teenage children. I get it. You want to be the "cool mom," but that doesn't give you the right to go strutting around in your short shorts and everything low cut Abercrombie brand. Your daughter or son doesn't want to see you in that and neither does the rest of the world. Also, if you have fat rolls, which, I'll admit that I have, you cant wear tight shirts. It doesn't work that way. And PLEASE moms if your daughter is over 5 PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE do NOT wear matching outfits. Guys, if you don't have a 6 pack, no one wants you to wear muscle Ts, honestly. I mean it's enough that your not even trying to keep in shape, but you don't have to show it off. It's ok, we all know whats there no matter what you wear. We just don't want to see it. This isn't the 90s but I appreciate your long shoulder length curly hair and your Pink Floyd Tshirt. I know it's the cliche thing to say but I am the best girlfriend ever because I am so let loose. I let my boyfriend do whatever he wants and he totally agrees you can ask him if you want.

Summer

Summer is almost over, but I can feel the heat rising. As uncomfortable as the weather is, I'm glad school is starting and I'm glad it's a brand new one. I am ready to start fresh and be a new person, just like the transition between 8th and 9th grade. I need this year to be good or else I am going to explode. I bought a new backpack style, new style of clothing, and even decided on a new way to organize things in my back pack. I know that sometimes things are meant to be hard because they are life challenges, but honestly,  who knew you could have so many of them in one life time. It's quite a feat and I can't imagine how the people and children with serious life issues are dealing with it. David is reading me "The Series of Unfortunate Events" out loud. I have been missing two of the books since they finished the series and I finally got them. Therefore I now have to start the series over in order to finish it. This is where the bull shit ends. It's the end of fucking High School and that crap is over. Everyone have a good ass life because college is coming and when I make my new friends I am not coming back to you all. I hope all the shit you said and all the rumors you spread were worth it because there is no turning back or apologizing now. This year I am out to make real friends, like life friends. My goal for the new school year is to gain a new group of amazing friends or reconnect with my really good friends from middle school. I miss those days. All the cake make up, fake boobs, wannabes can finally leave me alone because I have enough self esteem to finally say fuck off. My neighbor, the ass hole one, the 40 year old guy who makes fun of kids and calls them names, finally stopped talking to me and bothering me after I flipped him off on the fourth of July in front of his entire family because he was yelling at me and shot illegal fireworks straight at my house and precious truck. Anyway, that's all I have time for today, but I'll write tomorrow, if the mermaids don't eat me first...