Sunday, August 26, 2012
I am so anxious today. It is the day before the first day of school and I plan to pamper myself like no other so that I can look my best for college! I have so much to do today it's not even funny. I would type up my To Do list, but the full thing is written on my ipod which is syncing right now. Otherwise I don't think I'd remember everything that's written on there. I should add Blogging, Tweeting, Instagraming, Vloging, and Tumbling along with playing the sims. So yesterday I did start a vlog although I am hoping that no one I know finds it. It's really short and has nothing to do with anything I just wanted to see if I was comfortable with it. I decided that it was fun and that I can do that maybe not everyday but when I get the chance. Ill do all my shit tomorrow for sure but the Vloging I'm no so sure if I will get to that today. Tomorrow, for the first day of college, I only have one class. It's math and I'm not really looking forward to it, but David said that you don't really do much during the first week. This gave me the hope that I can make it through the week and my Tuesday and Thursday 7-7 all day class schedule. Well I just looked at my ipod and my stupid iTunes deleted all my games and social apps because it's retarded and now I'm pissed. I paid hella for most of those apps. If they aren't on my other computer I am going to be pissed even more. Anyway I'll probably be blogging and such a lot more often, but you should check out my other site accounts. Love you <3 Audi
Saturday, August 25, 2012
Friday, August 24, 2012
The movie was ok. It was well put together, but I hated watching people get hit by cars so may times. It wasn't as excessive as the 20 min car chase in the new Bourne movie, but still it was a little much. I mean honesty, how many falls can one person take in a couple hours? I doubt it's that much. I have a bit of a stomach ache and idk what gave it to me but it's killer. I feel a little nauseous and it sucks but it's 2 in the morning and I just wanna sleep with out my parents coming to bug me saying, "Are you alright? Are you sure? Your lights on. We just wanted to make sure. To check on you. Your lights been on for a while. Do you need anything? You sure? Ok then." I feel sick... Night
Thursday, August 23, 2012
I think I might start a Vlog. It seems like fun, and the criticism will prepare me for the real world. In case you are someone like David who has no idea what a vlog is, it's a video blog. I love myself and all, but I am determined to loose about 40 lbs and I don't care if it takes two years, I am going to make it happen because I am not at all happy with the way I look. I am going into college and I need to start taking care of myself if I want to look good. I need to get thin quick and love myself. My boyfriend is such a dork talking about how much BUTT he kicks with his friends on Battlefield 3...whatever that is. I mean honestly what is it that kids play these days I'm still stuck on Crash Bandacoot, Spyro, Sims, and Rayman. I don't know if I have the guts to keep walking around at this weight. I don't feel healthy at all, and I am trying my best to fix that. My senior pictures kinda made me see how bad it's really gotten. I have gained two pant sizes in the past year and it's just not right. Not to be mean or anything but the whole gaining weight thing started when I started to date my bf. I know that no one really reads this and I wish that I could change that. I'm not really sure who I can trust anymore. It's hard to trust anyone. Maybe I'll send the link to just a small few. A good select group that I can trust the most. I should have never trusted anyone this past year...or since the 6th grade. After elementary school it all went down hill. I was never able to make the right friends, the good ones, or any at all. It was a huge issue for me and I am completely changing myself this year so that that changes. I need someone there that I can talk to. A girl friend not a guy this time. My past is simply lessons that have been learned and I plan to move on from that point. I fall for the same tricks but this year that wont happen. I will be very picky about who I choose to trust and if you are reading this blog right now that means that you are one of the few people that I would trust my life with. I love you guys. <3 till tomorrow...or later tonight after the midnight showing of premium rush.