Friday, May 25, 2012

It's Only a Paper Moon...

So I'm feeling pretty good today, and there's a chance of rain. It's not very sunny which means it will give my hives from the sun a chance to die down. Really with the skin that I have I shouldn't be living in California. It's not the smartest idea my family has had. So that's pretty much my day so far. Also, apparently this morning there was an old parent volunteer who had simply gone of the deep end at our school office. She had no clothes on, and was talking about how she was looking for someone that no one knew. It was pretty funny for that to be the first thing you see when arriving to school. The only problem was that it was in the lower school, and that was what most of the little kids also saw when first arriving to school. Another one of my life long dreams will never come true. Honestly I knew they were old, but I never expected MCA from the Beastie Boys to die. He will be missed. I know its really pathetic, but I cried when I first heard the news. I'm scared. Life is so obviously short. I'm scared of college, of moving out, of getting married, of having a kid. It's so overwhelming, but I want to take every opportunity I'm given because I fell like I could die at any moment in time. I want to live life out like I want to not how I'm told to. I just need people to put a little trust in me...