Monday, November 26, 2012

Starting Over..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yXQViqx6GMY

I've decided that I need to start over. Not only do I need a new attitude, but I need a new look, a new set of friends, new hobbies, new everything. I want change. I'm so tired of people treating me the way that they do and I'm tire of the way everyone treats one another. I want to change myself for the better and change the world. I want to start my life over and be happier than I've ever been. I'm going back to blonde, all natural. I'm buying less expensive makeup. I'm dressing in my own crazy way and not following the trends anymore. I've been listening to pumped up songs lately, I've been eating healthier and being myself with my high self-esteem and everything and honestly I'm starting to feel like I can do anything. I don't care what anyone else thinks and all I want to do is sing and do what I love to do. People can't control me anymore. I am beautiful and I am proud of myself and that's all that really matters. My curly hair, my bows, my Disney sweaters and shirts, my obsessions, my embarrassing actions, deal with it. I've been inspired by Ariana Grande, Christina Aguilera, and Mariah Carey. My idols tell me that I need to stay true to myself no matter what. If I love myself others will love me and if they don't FUCK THEM. :) Love Audi <3