Monday, April 30, 2012

Senior Trip

I am so excluded from my class. I feel like a hippo surrounded by lions. I don't feel safe, comfortable, accepted, liked, or wanted. I feel like one fatal move could end high school for me. I want to get out of here. I don't want to be around these vicious snapping lions longer than I have and I feel so strongly about that that I'm beginning to cry just because I could never think of bearing senior trip. Its almost as if even though there is so much space between me and my other class mates I'm suffocating from the pressure to not get on their nerves or give them a reason to lash out at me like they do. I'm being forced through something that doesn't need to be happening.